Has become so stupid to me. I wanted to just post stuff I like and things that make me happy but so far nothing. It has been three weeks since my dad passed. And I know people say it gets better with time. But they lie. Or at least you have to get pass that stage of he's not here any more. So that the mental suffocation can stop.
And yesterday was a bad day, because I just thought at random let me call my dad to see how he is doing, and realizing I couldn't. It about floored me. And I was at work. Crying at work...not good.
I wrote this to my friend the other day we both made twelve wishes for the New Year and these were mine:
My 12 wishes:
1. That everybody stays healthy.
2. Specifically my mom and grandma.
3. That Major and Chief stay cute and never run away.
4. That you guys get your wishes.
5. That luck is on my side more often.
6. That work doesn't change as far as programming or whatever.
7. The writer's strike ends
8. To win the lottery.
9. To actually get my garage in order.
10. To be more creative
11. To write more.
12. To get through this.
And I got one of my wishes. My Aunt and mother cleaned my garage for me. It was awesome.
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